Melancholy, all kinds of melancholy ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

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Well, today’s nonsense is over again. If you see it unfortunately, I am really sorry.
Decisive, shut down and go to bed, I wonder if I can get up on time tomorrow = =
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Homely 3
Hey, I went to bed too late last night and didn’t get up on time in the morning. What a tragedy, T-T.
Today, the eldest brother of my author group is still the eldest sister. Alas, I am completely confused about his (her) gender. Eight ★ one ★ Chinese network. Forget it, let’s call the big sister a smooth head. That’s what they used to call it.
There was a small meeting today. Ahem, the content of the meeting can’t be said because of the three disciplines and eight attentions. However, on the whole, the future of this book is worrying, which really hit me hard.
Do you really jump on grandma’s house?
Well, though, I’ve made great psychological preparations for jumping on the street, when he came, I still felt extremely disappointed and my heart ached ~
Hey, I just hope everyone will support me a lot. Even if everyone only subscribes once a month, er, well, it’s too demanding. Half of the people subscribe once a month = =
The people here, especially the brothers who collect my books ~
It’s not that I don’t want them to subscribe, but if they are not interested in collecting, it is estimated that 99% will not subscribe = =
Hey, all kinds of melancholy and difficulties, okay, go to bed …
By the way, the hopes above are just jokes, so it’s good for everyone to have fun.
Again, I am very grateful if I have the conditions to support it. If I don’t have the conditions, I don’t have to force it. I am very happy if you can watch it happily.
If you don’t have a conscience, money and everything are just floating clouds ~
5555555555 is full of cows ~
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Gossip 3
Hey, just now, I saw the accumulated guest, which made me feel extremely painful. Of course, it was not because the writing was too bad. On the contrary, because the writing was too good, even if it made me feel painful and unhappy, I couldn’t abandon it. ★ Bayi Middle School √ Wenwang √. Then, when I read the pirated post, I found many typos. In a rage, I decided to read the original …
Have pity on my unpaid manuscript fee-
Writing a book to this state, I have completely admired it. I have completely fallen, and I actually went to see the original …
Ok, I admit that I was lazy, but I found my passion again. A wonderful book can make me sleepy and in good spirits. Otherwise, I wouldn’t be writing so much nonsense at this time.
I think this state has not been born for many years. I wonder if this will happen when you are reading a book? If I can feel this way when reading my book, I really want to laugh three times.
Speaking of writing, to tell the truth, I wrote it because I was bored. But now it seems to be out of the original intention, and I just want to make money on this shelf. I want to make me feel a little uncomfortable. Of course, this is just my hypocritical words. Don’t take it seriously.
In fact, I sometimes think, which is more important, dreams or money? How many times I think of this when I can’t sleep at midnight, I always can’t get an answer.
Well, actually, I am greedy and want everything. Well, it doesn’t matter if you can call me shameless. We can’t be a true or false gentleman, at least we can try to be a real villain-
In fact, I say this because I can no longer regard writing a book as a happy thing. On the contrary, money has become the pillar of my writing, which is really a kind of sadness. Once in a while, I always feel that I shouldn’t, but when I wake up in the daytime, I am once again a slave to money.
Well, don’t treat this as that kind of smelly and lofty, and I hate those who pretend to be B, so I frankly admit that I want to make money, but I can’t find a balance between the two, so I am very entangled.
However, deviating from the original intention always makes me uncomfortable. I hope to find a balance between the two as soon as possible and find back the happiness of writing books.
Although I want to make money, I don’t want to be a slave.
Ok, I admit that it looks like a snob, but please believe that I am not such a person.
That’s really not the case = =
Ok, it’s over. I can’t hold it. I’m going to bed ~
Finally, good morning, everyone ~
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Gossip 4
I haven’t written a gossip for a long time, so I’ll write another one today. Bayi Chinese √ net ★ .く 8 1 く z √.
I chatted with a very good friend of mine yesterday and talked about writing and happiness.
(He is my friend who was tricked into writing, and his writing style is quite sharp, so he was taken by the editor and has plans to cultivate him well. )
He said that he has lost the joy of creation now. The characters in his works are all imagined by the editor, and the story outline and plot are also thought for him. He said that he feels like a gunman. It’s a machine that makes words.
I didn’t think so at first, but I was really shocked when he told me that he handed the first draft of a chapter to the editor and changed it five times over and over again.
I have read the first draft, and in terms of writing alone, it can definitely be compared with many great gods in the online world. It’s not that I’m exaggerating, it is. Although it is normal and a good habit to change the manuscript, what you really write is knowing that it is absolutely a collapse to change a manuscript five times over and over again.
Then, he talked to me about what he wanted the protagonist to be, what the plot was, and many things. At that moment, I felt his happiness as a creator. When it comes to the book he is preparing now, there is only bitterness.
It’s not that he’s pretending to be a big-tailed wolf. He also knows that opportunities like this are absolutely rare, and he also knows that because of this, he has extra pain. He even told me that the plot that the editor gave him was actually a network masterpiece-the tomb of the gods.
He told me quite frankly that Chen Dong was his idol, and he was very painful to write a follow-up work. I can see that, he reiterated it in a repetitive tone.
I even helped him think of a book title, called-Emperor Coffin.
The Tomb of God-Emperor Coffin
Amazing similarity, I asked him if it was a coincidence? He can only answer me with one question.
Finally, I comforted him for a long time, then finally stopped and went to sleep separately. It was already seven in the morning.
Later, I thought of myself. If I were in the same situation, I would be more painful and at a loss. What should I do? I don’t know myself. To be honest, if I don’t envy him, I must be lying.
However, after understanding these, I suddenly have a kind of happiness.